Hey guys. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
As some of you may know, I am in a high school choir class to hone my poor singing skills. I am still not the strongest singer ever, but that's still ok.
It's the beginning of the school year, and I had no idea what is in store for me. Or who is in store. Haha. At any rate, I see this incredibly hott guy who is, from what I know (and that isn't much), tall and handsome. A natural hottie IMO. This tall, attractive guy doesn't notice me until a couple weeks... or months rather... in. This was when I was wearing eyeliner. I wasn't sure of how people will respond to it, but he did nonetheless. Stronger and longer lasting eye contact, turns and says "hi!" back whenever I say "hi" to him, he even worries for me a little. Is it possible that these are subtle hints to him being gay or bi-sexual? My answer is obviously yes.
I say yes because of the fact that he seems to pay more attention to a boy with makeup on than boys without makeup. What do I consider makeup? Hm... Well, eyeliner, mascara, coverup, etc. Just anything that you would find girls wearing. "But just because he pays more attention to you when you wear eyeliner doesn't mean he's gay or bisexual. It just means that he's curious as to why you do..." Wrong. Because I've already told him I'm gay. Being curious "as to why I do" wouldn't make any sense due to the fact that he's already known that I'm gay.
There are other signs that I can think of like text messaging. Long story short, we were talking, I was making the poor boy guess who it was and he finally got upset and asked me to tell him. I narrowed it down for him by saying "I am the person who comes to Dude's Choir everyday that I can... I wear eyeliner". Out of every single girl he's ever met in our high school, he picks a boy. Hm. Yes, I wear eyeliner, but think about it; if there is a straight guy reading this, would you pick a boy over a girl? I doubt it.
I don't know. If he's gay, that's fine. I think he's just afraid to come out ^^ He's absolutely gorgeous. :3
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