Thursday, October 6, 2011

Steve Jobs is in the iCloud

Dear Steve,

My name is Paul Son. I woke up last night with some news; you passed away. You may have passed away but you're in the iCloud now. Even though you are physically gone, your spirit is and always will be with your company, your legacy.

I know your company is in good hands. My only dream is to work for your company in San Francisco. No one will ever take your place; no one ever could. I the iCloud is a better cloud now that you're there. Thanks for everything. Thank you for opening the world up to a new world, the world of Mac OS.

With Sincere Loves and Appreciation,
Paul Son

Thursday, January 20, 2011

The Gay Life

Do you like shakespeare? Do you like to dance? Do you wanna dance with me? Come and play a game and hold me tight and slowly dance the night away. I love you all so very much for supporting me! I feel so empowered, and I feel like nothing or no one can hurt me because I have an amazing family and amazing friends!

I have a dream, and that dream is to lead the LGBT community into recognition. I know that if we all hold together, we will never be torn down.

"They kick you down once, you get up and kick them twice. They kick you down a second time, get up and kick them 4 times. When they kick you down a third time... get up... and kock the SHIT out of them! Never let yourself fail never let go of a dream. Never let that flame inside you burn out. Candle lights alone are dim... but together pose a threat. We are the threat. We are matches and our gas is our fighting spirit. They mess with the matches and they get burned. Never give in.

For those of you who are afraid to come out, i promise that you will be happier than you ever will be. People will be mean to you, but never let them hurt you. They can only hurt you if you let them.
"Kick them, dont be kicked"
I will always respond to your messages. I will be there for you. I will support you. I will love and care for all of you because all of you support and love me.

There were times when I personally thought I wasnt going to see my 18th birthday. But that all changed when i came out. Im openly gay and I'm proud. I love my friends and family and the support of everyone.

I personally would like to thank my choir instructor and my choir class because they were so supportive (and still are!) And I could not have asked for anything better. I have gotten what I've always wanted for christmas, and that was to have an understanding mom. =) I will never let anyone hurt her, my family or my friends. =) Thank you all very much for your support.

To mom/dad's of gay/lesbian/bi/transgender,
Your child needs you now more than ever. You are god in their eyes and all they want is you to understand that they have accepted themselves for who they are and they wanted you to know. They need you, please dont turn your backs on them. You've helped them this long, why the sudden change of heart? They love you and you should take this as a golden ticket. For what? Think about it this way, they say they hate you, but they're letting you in their lives by telling you their darkest secret. They need you. And you know they do. Stay with them and help them. Please don't turn your backs on them.

For those of you who dont agree with us being gay, please understand that this is very difficult for us to deal with. We will never turn our backs on you. We will always be there for you when you need us for anything at all. Please do not turn your backs out on us, because we need your support. We need you to understand that we are still human. We are just like you.

To everyone;

I love you all, please don't leave anyone behind because we need everyone's support, no matter how small or insignificant the person may think he/she is, everyone is important.

I love you all.
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Monday, January 17, 2011

Openly Gay Life

I came out to my mom on December 25th of 2010, and I think she's still ok with it. I'm not entirely sure anymore. Well, I'm kind of getting ahead of myself. Before we left to go to a party at my cousin's house, I had posted on my F4L profile that I was going to come clean with my mom. I was going to tell her before we got to the party, but I couldn't. So I did it after the party.

My mom's initial reactions were questionable, but I'm still happier now that I'm openly gay =). There is no other feeling like it in the world. For those of you who are wanting to come out, you should. There's a reason as to why they call it "Gay". Because you're completely happy with yourself. =) You've accepted that you're gay and you're going to be strong. "The people who are consistently making the world worse aren't taking a day of... why should you take the day off to make it better? Remember; without hate, how do we know love and passion?"

Being able to say "yes, I'm gay" is a remarkable thing. For me, it's amazing, because so many people are totally ok with. I have to personally thank my Dude's Choir and my Choir Instructor for giving me the courage to come out to my mom. The fact that they're totally ok with it makes me incredibly happy. I have no secrets from anyone. I feel happier than I ever. I know that some people will disagree with me, but I believe that those who can't cope with other people because of their differences are immature and should not even exist. I'm not saying that they need to DIE, I'm just stating that they need to grow up. =)

On January 1st of 2011, I am now and forever will be openly gay. ^^ I'm so happy about it too. But for those who are curious about my sexuality (as I do not act gay a lot of the times) will just have to ask.... like J. Brown ;D.

The poor boy. I flirt with him consistently. I don't know if he doesn't like it. XD I'm sure he does because he doesn't ever ask me to stop. Oh well.

Thanks for reading my blog guys, and I'll keep you posted on what the hell is going on in my life. =) Like right now, I'm listening to the Venga Boys - Boom Boom Boom Boom. I know.. I'm so gay. XD

Friday, January 14, 2011

Is He Gay?

Hey guys. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

As some of you may know, I am in a high school choir class to hone my poor singing skills. I am still not the strongest singer ever, but that's still ok.

It's the beginning of the school year, and I had no idea what is in store for me. Or who is in store. Haha. At any rate, I see this incredibly hott guy who is, from what I know (and that isn't much), tall and handsome. A natural hottie IMO. This tall, attractive guy doesn't notice me until a couple weeks... or months rather... in. This was when I was wearing eyeliner. I wasn't sure of how people will respond to it, but he did nonetheless. Stronger and longer lasting eye contact, turns and says "hi!" back whenever I say "hi" to him, he even worries for me a little. Is it possible that these are subtle hints to him being gay or bi-sexual? My answer is obviously yes.

I say yes because of the fact that he seems to pay more attention to a boy with makeup on than boys without makeup. What do I consider makeup? Hm... Well, eyeliner, mascara, coverup, etc. Just anything that you would find girls wearing. "But just because he pays more attention to you when you wear eyeliner doesn't mean he's gay or bisexual. It just means that he's curious as to why you do..." Wrong. Because I've already told him I'm gay. Being curious "as to why I do" wouldn't make any sense due to the fact that he's already known that I'm gay.

There are other signs that I can think of like text messaging. Long story short, we were talking, I was making the poor boy guess who it was and he finally got upset and asked me to tell him. I narrowed it down for him by saying "I am the person who comes to Dude's Choir everyday that I can... I wear eyeliner". Out of every single girl he's ever met in our high school, he picks a boy. Hm. Yes, I wear eyeliner, but think about it; if there is a straight guy reading this, would you pick a boy over a girl? I doubt it.

I don't know. If he's gay, that's fine. I think he's just afraid to come out ^^ He's absolutely gorgeous. :3

Sunday, January 2, 2011

WELCOME

Hey guys and welcome to my blog!

I didnt want to consistently spam our supporters with videos and such, so I will be posting blogs here about some questions and concerns with everyone and myself. By that, I mean that some (if not all of us) are not communicating/conversing like we should! We are a community and we treat one another like we're all strangers. This is the perfect time to reach out and talk to someone you arent use to talking to. Like if youre a jock who usually hangs around girls, but is ok with gay guys or lesbians, talk to them. If you're a popular valley girl, talk to someone whose a nerd/geek.. Make eachother feel better. Say something about the other person to make him/her feel better.

Just the other day, I noticed that people are more concerned with what's going on in front of them. Not a lot of love and care for eachother. Everyone seems to flip one-another off, call eachother sluts and whores, douche bags and bastards, etc. What happened to us? We all used to be so caring and loving, now it seems like everyone has grown apart.

Just because you live a wealthy lifestyle, that does not give you the excuse to treat others as if they are lower/lesser than you are. Just because you are smart, calling someone doesn't make you any smarter. Calling someone a bitch/whore/bastard/douche doesn't make you any less of that. Just because someone is gay/lesbian/bisexual, calling them a fag doesn't make you any better.

Love Grows By Talking, and it only grows by talking. I know I sound like a total hippie, but its true. We have grown apart. We need to come back together and realize what is important.

The people in mags aren't real people. I do not recognize any of them. The magezine used to be fun and energetic, but we have all seemed to let that slip by, and put up lingere, porn, playboy, etc. What/who are these people? Life as we know it is a magezine. Who are you? Why are you dressed like the way you are? Is it you? Or is that someone you saw on tv or a magezine?

Stay above the influence. Because if you're not in control, who is?

Love Grows By Talking.
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